| I scratched the itch today. its felt so fucking good too, im not going to quit until they send me somewhere.
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| today has been exponentionally better. i spent today enjoying the nothingness. and this is my post for the day. Nacht meine freunde
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| Im struggling here. Im trying but its not working. THe cutting. the drinking. I like it to much. But the medications are supposed to take the edge off so i wont want to cut. But the edge is still here. I want to feel the edge against my skin leaving a trail of crimson. But i WONT do it. I wont let myself fall again. and for the record. I dont want to quit smoking, so therefor i wont. Get over it. Im 19 and working on being an adult. So get off my fucking back already. ~JCT |
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| theres liike 32 more days of school left. i really dont want to graduate. the only thing i have to look foward to is PCC. and while PCC is awesome, i want bigger and better things than small town life. everyones talking about going to app or uncg or state or some college far far away. and the only thing i can counter with is: yeha well im going to work at movie gallery, go to pcc and drink myself stupid every chance i get. ill miss my friends and ill try to keep in touch witht eh ones who are leaving. ill miss school. but most off all ill miss all the good times. ~teh racoon |
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| ok so im giving up on matt. hes my brother type person and im starting to accept that. now im talking to one of my friends chad. I <3 Chad. he is the awesomness
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